feeling a bit weird today. I was looking back over my account, and i havent loaded anything on in about a year. So i loaded a couple of new pics, and i think my style has developed alot. Its nice to see i am still enjoing art ins ome form even though now im trapped in media and the commercial side of art. But i suppose i may get a job this way :s
im feeling a bit lonely, i was suppose to be doing my essay all day but i got bored, and hit a point where i need to do some library hunting to be able to finish the essay properly.
i recently went on a freedom trip to plymoutha nd portsmouth, and have since felt liberated, free and soo happy. today i guess im just coming back down to earth.I kept thinking about just taking off and going travellinglike i so wish i could somtimes. But then i realised in reality it would be terifying, and id only ever feel comfy doing that in countries where i understand the culture, and so mainly european or western, which is not as fun and adventurous really.
I dunno, i guess i just wish somethings in life were not so fixed. But if they wernt fixed i guess id miss them, and just look for them else where.
anyway i think when i was away i realise how much i love taking pics of people, and doing portraiture, just need more willing friends o do so.
i have an event at the end of the week i have been invoted too. I should go because i can get my face around with the people doing films and plays at the mo, but the social side to this degree sucks somtimes havign to be a certain type of person, where certain clothes, and be generally nice, chatty an friendly to everyone. its so fake and shit.
i do like the guy whos birthday it is, but some of his friends are a bit odd. Just be another self concious night.

well art college has finished. AND THANK GOD. i learnt so much about myself as an artist, as a human being, but im glad im out of the institution.No more art for anyone but myself.
im changing my entire page...if i can work out how, im just putting on new stuff, out with all my a level work...
im currently working on photography, and developing ideas. Trying to have somthing to leave plymouth with in 3 months which is a great keepsake, and memory of this wonderful place.
im learning loads about my camera which is nice aswell.
anyway im gonna try and be about more....and be inspired by other people on here more....hopefully...so watch this space.